Hello my most beautiful readers. I still live in the sweet delusion that there are some of you who not only somehow misclicks to enter this tiny morsel of the internet, but even strain themselves to read what I have written! And for that, I am grateful!
I am grateful for quite a lot of things, really. Some time ago I crossed a lovely little border of 100 watchers, and I consider every single one of them to be a sparkling, shimmering noble spirit of pure sunlight! At least for me and my sense of self-esteem. The number is steadily growing to my joyful delight, but lately and without echo I crossed another passive milestone in form of pageviews - It is over 5000 now and going well, which frankly, surprises me. Mostly because as of late this little folio is a bit dry and empty. I hate to repeat my earlier excuses. Thing is, I do work on things and I do paint and draw, but there is a strong disconnection between me starting stuff and me finishing it. That said, only things I finish as of late is stuff for work (*which I cannot display due to the NDA*) and daily doodles (*which I have a-plenty, and yet I am still behind with them... Should've nearly 120, Have a bit over 70...*). I'd love to promise that some really cool and fun stuff will drop in soon, but I can't, because my failure with constant deliverly comes from a source of issues that I have to solve first.
Dreadful tiredness. Bountiful frustration with little free time. Overworked physique.
This three things sounds pretty basic, but I am running on fumes and remnants of my adamant willpower to even do my daily routine. I need a big, juicy, relaxing break. I need a few days of lounging in the sun with a drink, a book and absolutely nothing to do. Such time will come to me, at the beginning of May! Already booked a vacation with my company and hope for good weather to sooth my mood.
For now thanks for all your support and views and hope at least compilations of my doodles will provide some fun!
Listening to: Music from various games
Watching: Immortal Iron Fist
Playing: Atlas Reactor
Eating: Way too much of all the things...
Drinking: Too much coffee!